Wednesday, December 26, 2018

Echoes from Mountains



In the heart of the loudest sound sleeps the miracle worker. He brings you light, warmth from the darkest corners of the wilderness. Your friend, my friend, this harbinger of happy days sits in all the shadows that follow us.


The sol looks up from the clouds to greet this winged stranger, and thus our sun comes up radiating with light. We open our windows to a new morning, a light lifting our drowsy cells to a sudden moment of clarity. 

Bruised bodies and bleeding skin raise their heads to the sky. Two beings in their parallel realities wake up, chest heaving - searching for a lost companion. 

He watches you, this messenger from the mountains. He watches while you smile remembering a happy memory, he watches you cry yourself to sleep. He also pulls the quilt up to your face, shields your trembling body from the bitter cold wind. 

Our work takes up most of the hours in a day. This is how we choose to keep ourselves from weariness and chaos. And yet, they slip through the little gaps in the walls. They fly in with a gust and trespasses into our solace.

While our wounded bodies reach out to the rain, the wind, the grey clouds and a ray of sunlight...slowly walks in the shadow worker. 

He bears an infinite vessel of absorption and soaks in the abyss of smoke we sometimes find ourselves lost in. Our friend also brings with him the songs of the mountains, the sound of power and transcendence.

                          

The mountain king does not walk alone. Before dusk descends, he wraps close his bundle of belongings and waits against a tall street lamp. The dimming light slowly increases its flow with the arrival of a perfume. It tickles his nose, plays with his senses.

The shadow under the light flickers as a winged fairy silently walks close to his face. 

He watches her watching him. She is his source of power, the fire to his sun, the hurricane to his drizzle.

Not a word uttered yet all spoken, our winged friends embrace.

An open joy glides down with a smile to the sad-eyed sleeping children of men. 

Their silent laughter bounce off the atmosphere as soundless echoes from the mountains.

Through birch trees and firs, they fly and the moonlight plays with their wings. 

When the curtains are drawn and the beds are made, when the last cup of hot coffee is drunk and the tapes echo the final chords of Schubert or Bach, our subtle visitors arrive with words of comfort in a lover's whispers, a mother's caresses, a friend's laughter and even sometimes as silent solitude of calm. 

This is the voice of the mountain. 

                                     

~ fin ~


Thursday, July 26, 2018

SUBSCENE


           




        
                     


                                             Pitter-patter glistens matter,
                                           Slowly slithers this gentle hopper.


                                 Sound in shivers of silver sprinklers;
                                Shattering lights exploding water-glass.


                                  Quiet bodies in quiet places,
                                     Variant coordinates of existence.

                              Between north and south breathing uneven,
                                    A drizzle whispers to a hurricane:

                  Yesterday a nameless man walked with a nameless woman
                           Covering known tracks in phantom company.

                                     Today time runs invisible,
                                     Belief, you painted yourself human.

                                            ________

Thursday, May 31, 2018

On Coarse Gravel


                                                       


     Pain with pain kills.

   Moon where oceans swim –
Juggernauts and monsters prowling graceless!

   Rage where wind screams -
Tormenting tempests twisting vortexes.

    Sun where all suns sink;
Colliding light crashing onto your body.
                                       
                                                       __________________________

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

In Everyday I Find A Significance


In everyday I find a significance. I learn to love the little insignificances.

The emergence of the ice cream parlor from the corner of this road. I have learned to love the loud jingling sound of the bell of his cart.

Impatience consoled to a prolonged calm when the bus to home arrives late under the broiling sun.

Glimmer of tiny ripples on the lake I love,
Rain rushing into its still surface like a thousand bolting arrows.

I see now, the faces in the tube to work, awkward limbs walking in and out. I imagine us sharing a laugh.

I observe how the view beside my window confuses into a blur and rushes opposite to the direction we move.
Sitting at one place I focus on a tree, a house.

The sight of home gives me a burst of energy. I realize I have more to do here than outside.

I noticed how the tender flesh of a well cooked fish craves for the juice of a lemon. End up sprinkling lemon zest in all other dishes.

These days I write more often. They say there is more life to it now than before.

Do you like sandalwood? I think you smell of sandalwood or quiet near to that.

Sleep kisses these eyes unaware. The body gives in, hunched up in the chair.

The earphones still plugged in, the music passing into a dream.



I hope to breathe life in you from time to time.



  



Monday, April 30, 2018

Remember The Day We First Met


I had once slipped my feet into a pair of footprint that I found when I stopped to look at the sea. It was moist but mildly warm. I could still sense the curves of the feet, the space in between the toes which once stood right where I was standing - a subtle gradient between the vigorous waves and the burning sand. While each ray of light began to dim around me every single cell in my body screamed for company. I wanted to share these extraordinary, ordinary few minutes with someone.

One day a column of air blew into my flimsy shirt and my fingers found them entangled with yours. 
The touch of your skin so familiar...yet completely new to me.

The sphere of the sky moved in circles taking us with it into the infinite layers of the cosmos. We were looking for stars that never cease to shine. But the constellations were not on that dark surface, we found them in us.



The smile, I remember. The first thing I remember when I remember you.

Wednesday, April 18, 2018

I Want You to Remember a Sound

 I want you to remember a sound, 
 thunderous explosions against the bodies of mountains, 
sheets of ice cracking and sliding off in violent showers, 
enveloping life below in its whiteness.  


 I want you to remember a sound,
 the undoing of the zip of your tent, 
the first ray of light burning your eyes, 
the dawn chorus bringing new blood in your skin.


I want you to remember a sound,
 the sunset calling the sea waves,                                    their musical bubbling, 
their rise, 
their fall, 
their folding and unfolding,
and foam touching your feet.

                                                                                         I want you to remember a sound, the crackle of gravel under your heel.
                                             


      I want you to remember a sound,
      water gurgling in your throat, 
      water sliding down your chin, 
      water moist along your collar 
      and cool on your warm skin.

While you are here I want you to remember the sound of your own voice, 
a sponge for voices of every life you encountered and did not encounter, 
every eye that followed you and did not follow you, 
every piece of music that touched you and did not touch you,
every mind that remembered you and did not remember you
and every heart you won and lost.
                                          ______________

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